March 16, 1969 to May 18, 1997 I lost my brother two years ago in an industrial accident. He was so young. He was married and had two children, Nathanial and Amanda. Since he was killed, I have not spoken to my sister in law. On November 13, 1999 I gave birth to a little boy. I named him Greggory Eric Nathanial Amstine. They say when one door closes another opens. I look at my newborn son and see my brother in him. My heart overwhelms with love. I never knew it was possible to love someone as much as I love my son.   When I have no light to guide me And no one to walk beside me Will you be there?   When the night is dark and stormy And I try to reach out for you Will you be there?   In my trials and my tribulations through my doubts and my frustrations Will you be there?   And when my tears are falling And I hear you spirit calling Will you be there?   Because in my anguish and my pain, Through my joy in the promise of another tomorrow I'll never let you part For you are always in my heart. So when I feel like my soul is dying and I need the strength to keep trying I'll reach out and take your hand and I know you are there.   I love you little brother and I miss you. Tammy